Saturday, January 24, 2009

Clock Counting

     As the days have been passing, I've have been counting down the days, counting up the hours, and checking items off my packing list. Today, I have officially finished packing, repacking, and packing again; aside from the few miscellaneous items missing from my backpack. Four years I have waited for tomorrow. Four months since I had been accepted into EIE. Twenty-Four hours until I leave for the airport.  
    I guess I'm still completely stressed from the midterms I hastily took this last week. Not to mention the hassle of packing. Most of you have probably heard this from me, but... if it were up to me, I'd pack a pair of underwear, a toothbrush, and most likely a book for my travels. Instead, I have managed to throw together two decent sized suitcases, a carry on, and my beloved blue-checkered  backpack. Who ever thought I'd make it this far?
          ~Making the millennium                                 CHECK
          ~Mount Horeb Elementary School 2004     CHECK
          ~Bat Mitzvah 2006                                           CHECK
          ~Warren Middle School 2007                        CHECK
          ~ Freshman year of High School 2008         CHECK      
          ~Olim '08                                                           CHECK

     Making it to EIE 2009? Nah, no way. It seems unreal to me as each year passes me by, as each opportunity I experience. It's just simply unreal. Tomorrow I board the flight for (what people tell me) is going to be the best experience of my life. Will it really be? I thought making the millenium was unreal. I thought FINALLY graduating the elementary school and being a middle schooler was not only completely ellusive, but extraordinary. I made it through my middle school years and my Bat Mizvah in no time, as well. Freshman year: new friends, new experience, unreal memories. Olim '08? I've waited seven years to be the eldest at camp. To me, it seems I have yet to graduate my Bonim (4th grade) summer. It is all just a hazy memory, an unreal dream, when I reflect on these past journeys I have undergone, seeing as I am now in the middle of my sophomore year of high school. EIE will be the time of my life! But, as I am boarding the flight I have dreamed of for four years, I can't help but anticipate the day I get off the very same flight 18 weeks later to see who I've become and what dream I have lived.

3 comments:

  1. Oh man I'm so excited for you and I'm not even going! BEKAH WE'RE GONNA VIDEO CHAT WHEN YOU GET THERE AND MANY TIMES AFTER THAT BUT I'M STILL GONNA MISS YOU!!!!
    HAVE AN UNBELIEVABLY CAN'T-BE-DESCRIBED-BY-WORDS-IT'S-THAT-GOOD TIME!!!!
    Oh, and leave some room in your suitcase to fit a Jeremy :D

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  2. awww bekah!!!
    HAVE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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