We arrived back at Tzuba and all of us went to straighten up our rooms for shabbat. We then had to get ready for our visit at the Kotel. Finally I managed to put together an outfit together comprising of other people's clothing, I was ready to visit the place I had been awaiting for years.
On the bus, I wrote my note I planned on putting in the wall and continued taking photos. This was the first time I was in Jerusalem aside from the morning, but it happened to be my first time in the old city as well. I took photos non-stop until the sunset starting Shabbat. As I approached the Kotel, I couldn't imagine I was really there. I walked up admiring the praying women on our side of the divider. I reached up, and touched the wall with my hands and could feel the warmth protruding from the wall. It was bitter outside, so feeling the warmth of the wall was an incredible sensation on my hands and in my heart. Soon, I was surrounded by fellow EIE members, and I couldn't feel the cold; only comforting warmth. After praying for a bit, I tried placing my note in the wall, but every crack and crevice was stuffed full at my height, so I asked someone taller next to me to reach up and place my note in one of the only spots open. Walking away from the Kotel, I just couldn't imagine I had touched one of the holiest things in the Jewish world. Now, the Kotel was much smaller than I had imagined, but in NO way less powerful.